-Cacat (Fun)

Nothing going special in this week..
Just had the law test already..
Damn easy d actually,but i take last minute work..
Test at thurday then i study at wednesday night..
Until almost next day morning..
Feeling pengsan at school..
Moreover,my tooth pain till me cnt eat..
Sien leh..
Didnt eat for whole day wait untill go back home then cook porridge eat..
Then postmy shotout in my mns as"yeleng become cacat''..
Haha.
I thnk it is funny..
Kahooi them ask me why put it..
I oso dun know..
Haha..
Belle say me as orang cacat..
Doinkzz..

Life start to rush start from next week..
Just think then will feel sien leh..
Wei wei say she dun know whether want join the singing competition or not..
Haha,listen her voice, i think is ok d..
But just depends on her dare or not only..
Anyway,we will respect your desicion..
Next week is form summited expired date already..
Fast lol~~

-Do nothing

Weekend again..

One more week past..

One month more then is 2009..

2009 is around the corner..

So fast one more year pass..

Haizz..

Time ah..time..

Still dun know what i waiting for..

Still dun want study harder..

And just lazying here for what leh..

The econg test which set at this friday is still ok for me only..

The objective question is quite challenge for me..

But i still able to answer all..

Luckily..

One thing i dun like is yenwen asking me for the answer in the objective question..

That time i still havnt finished it then she ask me..

I feel stress when i havnt finished my question,and she try to ask me again,

i pretend cnt hear from her..

I just can help her for one time..

It wnt be second time..

Everyone have to deserve themself..

Dun know ma dun know lol..

Why want like that???

My answer not for sure correct d..

Haiz..my godness..

Next week going to face law test leh..

Planning start ''highlight'' my note,

but i didnt do it..

Watching drama for whole day..

Sleeping..

How a relaxing day for me..

Havent take a long break recently..

This week cook dinner in hostel,didnt go out eat..

Quite tired d..

No time rest..

After come back from school then start prepare dinner already..

Spent 2 hour t finished it..

Coz have to cook for whole hostel ppl..

Just me one know how to cook..

Haiz..

But cook by myself can save money then ok lol..

Haha..

~Tired again~

-太准了

Today received an e-mail from kanglee..
Talking about the 星座分析..
Very good..
That's mine..

水瓶座终极完美分析
> > 几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
> > 那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
> > 一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。
> > 没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。
> > 水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。
> > 用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
> > 但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。
> > 更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。
> > 在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。
> > 显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。
> > 一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
> > 在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。
> > 这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。
> > 水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。
> > 水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。
> > 算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。
> > 但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。
> > 这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。
> > 这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。
> > 天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。
> > 自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。
> > 水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。
> > 感情投入的越多越是伤的重。
> > 最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。
> > 爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。
> > 所以，不轻易说。
> > 只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
> > 只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
> > 之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。
> > 人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说'哪有？冤啊！'。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己'我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！'
> > 有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。
> > 因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
> > 当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
> > 只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。
> > 星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
> > 水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生

31-10-2008

31-10-2008,Friday..
School day..
This day take lots of pic..
Dun have time upload it coz busing for my stuff..
Now have time..
Hahahaha..xp..

me at the last,cnt see my face~~

~Jing and me~
~Below one is look cutie~

The tart wendy hold is nicexx..

~Soh Cong~

Seem a ''低 B''

~haha~

-Unknow post

Actually my mood now is very complicated..
Got happy thing to share,and oso got some kind of sad feeling..
真的很难形容我现在的心情..
有的开心的，也有感慨的..

那天我们陪weiwei去买厕所棍，闹出笑话一大堆..
我们可爱的weiwei，你真的blur得够力..
如果那东西真的吸住了拔不起来就惨咯..

Erm..
那天晚上跟欣谈天(msn)..
我们真的能抛开过去吗??
我觉得我能，你呢????
至于你的Tee,我会尽量帮你买的啦..
美不美我不懂的~~
Erm,about our dinner then..
I think i will delay it till infinity date..
Coz,if not urgent or what..
I think i wnt date you anymore..
Except,is you got heart to date me lah..
Depend on you..
Dun always say ''you set me a time''..
How i know when you free..

I scare later i date you then you just tell me you're busy or what..

I know your stuff..
And,i always free..

讲讲今天吧..
原本回pusing的，不过我好懒..
回到宿舍就睡到七点多..
明天才回..(lazy me):

刚才跟君谈到以前的事..

其实我不是很想说的..

不过我觉得让她知道也不是什么坏事..

当时真的她太静了，我真的不懂要说什么..

以前过得无忧无虑的日子..

我还记得，我永远都不会忘记..

相信你也一样..

因为你是我好朋友,一辈子的..

我们都要加油，想你了~:P..

- ''倒霉''

又是历史性的一幕了..

倒大霉..

每次开学，出成绩的前后几天一定是酱的噢..

真的不懂天在搞什么..

每次都是酱对我..

上上次回到金宝反锁在家外面;

上次就是车被无名氏放轮胎风，吓到我半死;

这次就房门反锁.. =,='''

到底怎么了??????

现在是什么情况啊??!!

回到家才今早出门时不小心锁了房门..

钥匙在里头，炸到~~

留在客厅里''流连''了半天..

最后幸亏Jerry帮我撬开它..

不然，我就....................

我不要!!!!!!!!!!!

还弄断了waihong的锤子叻..

Waihong,tomolo will buy you a new one..

Sorry..paiseh leh..

无''房''可归~~~

如果今晚还开不到的话就只能睡佳恢那里 leh ..

可怜可怜~~

现在可好了..

哈哈..

不过，门开了，都已经是十点了..

什么东西都还没做~~

Sien 啊~~~

-Exam result release

Finally the exam result is released already..
Thankzz for god let me pass all..
Wakakakaka..
How press am i before it..
Anxious for it ..
Luckily i can pass the law paper..
But this time is the most bad result i get,just one A..
Got a bit unhappy for it..
I think it is i'm deserve myself d..
I didnt put fully effort on last sem..
A,2B+,B-,2C+...This is my result..
Damn bad!!!!
As long as can pass all..


But pity wei and wendy need to resit few subject..
So tough for them in this sem..
And one more,i hear that weiming may have to repeat..
How come like that???
I feeling i cant conslove you all..
Sorry..
Coz i dun want mention about the result let you all feel sad..
This sem will be more difficult to score..
I scare..i avoid it..
Avoid to meet those note..
Fill my life with sleeping,drama,listening music,playing game..
Etc~~

-Speechless-

-3th day-

Already 3th day..

Dun know what happing in this three day..

Having my life with nothing..

No meaning for me for this three day..

I want the college before..

I miss the busy life had before..

It make me wnt think too much and keep concerning for my study..

I dun want nothing to do and just playing card and watching drama with my friends..

That is helpless for me..

Till today i still dun know what i want actually..

Should i give up??

But cnt do it, my heart tell me i cnt do it..

Chance never come back again once i giving it up..

Haiz..Please dun give me any trouble anymore..

If not,i will face collapse soon..

I wnt care anything more,i wnt care any ppl,wnt care of someone feeling..

Maybe=If=Perhaps

Today get know one ''Bad'' new from miss chee..

That is Accounting student have to buy one financial calculator..

I think it's ok for me to buy a new function calculator for me..

But it cost RM158.00 in standard price,after discount still cost RM100.00!!!!!

Oh, my godness..

What calculator it is??????

As mum say so, is it golden making???!!

Use lot money recently,so poor leh~~

-Reopen school

Yesterday is my sem5 1st day..

Get the time table from waihong..

Really full..

First class not 9 then10..

Cnt sleep late anymore..

Haiz..



Very sien for this sem..

Many subject is theory subject..

Only one subject is calculation subject..

Moreover,the law at last sem havent sure it is pass..

This sem oso got one subject call corporate law and governance..

Those lecturer is new lec,only ms boey and ms chee is the lec we know about..

Sien for the law class,the lec very bu tiam..

More serious than the Mr phoon..

Dun know how to survive this sem..

God help me

God bless me

-Stomach

Haiz..my pity stomach..
That day(forgot which day) vomit at 11/12 pm something till me bluring..
Wht i had eat is vomit out..
Feeling not very well for few days,so not really want go out..
Sorry for those ppl who wait for my calling and who hang me out d..
Now my stomach still feeling not good as well..
Damn it,dun know why..

Today go back to malaysia leh..
Waiting for reopen school..
Yesterday night argue with my brother..
He is really unconsiderable..f**k him..
Really cnt bear his temper..
Dun want talk too much about him..
Not good relationship with him since we are still child..