-Stupid exam time table

What the~~
The exam time table for my 5th sem already come out today..
It is really stupidest time table i get..

17/1 - Principle Of Auditing

19/1 - Busness Economic

20/1 - Management Accouting

21/1 - Financtial Accounting Pratice

03/2 - Financial Management

05/2 - Corporate Law and Gorvernance

Really didnt like this type of exam time table..

Make me scare..

It's doesnt matter it continuing sit for few subject..

As long as it can finished the exam faster..

But it not..

Babi,I think i no need sleep for the exam week..

Luckily the law is the last paper..

Let me got time for study it..

But, my planning is fail once the exam is until so late..

Really very late for me..

Haiz..So stupid man~~

Somemore,my mum press me too much..

I really breathless..

Please give me a break..

Dun let me feel my family dun care of me..

I know you are not,but..

Dun know how to say..

No mood to mention it..

Family always make me weak at all..

Moody~

This week start to become free..

Coz no more assignment,no more test..

Finally i can sleep early..

Sleep tight..

Last few day really cnt sleep well..

Go to bed late(about 3/4),then cant fall into sleep..

Dun know untill when felt in sleep..

The most bad is have wake up early morning..

Dengzz..Really sien for this kind of life,this kind of feeling..

Hope faster leave here..

But not wish leave my friends here..

Really bu shi de leave them..

I love them so much..

Will awayls miss them in future time..

Date with cheeching at saturday that day..

Miss her so much man~~

Chitchat untill late oso dun know time..

She really the friends i really can talk much..

No need to pretend anything..

She understand me~Loveyou~muackzz~

Always pray for you~Stay happy~

@ 行同陌路的两个人，可以一直这样下去吗？

我希望能。。

-Private blog???

Is it really should private my blog??
Think of this question for long time already..
Dun know whether is whose worse..
I dun think i write down everthing inside my blog is wrong..
Moreover, i dun think that you will find out this blog..
Unluckily..Haiz..
If i really make you unhappy or what with my words,i'm just can say sorry..
You cnt control or want me stop writing about something..
Coz this is my personal blog..
Many ppl i mention at here,never ever have someone like you..
Here just like my rubbish bin..
Once i got any hard feeling,i mention here,abreaction here..
Do or speak something hurt my friends,i apologize here..

I get hurt when you dun ever think by my side since you just know say we are childhood friends..

You dun understand me,i wnt angry with you..

I have nothing to say..

I oso dun want saying what..

You just think for yourself..

I didnt blame you,oso dun have any hard feeling..

Just getting hurt,feeling hurt..

Never ever got ppl talk to me like that..you are the 1st..

I wnt influence by you..

As weiwei say so,i no need bother what others talk about my blog..

Me is me..

Always YEELENG..

~Director forever~

Thankzz for weiwei console me when i depress..

So,conclusion is.......

I make here public again..

If you reading my blog,i welcome..

If you dun like what i write,i say sorry..

Thank you..

-Busy Busy Busy

Friday go back to hometown lol..
So long time didnt go back d..
Go out with Qian,she didnt changed lot,but she say i changed lot bo~
Haha~Thanks for your praising anyway~
We chat a lot of thing around us..
Including her relationship,my relationship,mylife,herlife..ect..
She already finished STPM..
So good men~
Jealous oh~
Meet kwan and her lover at jusco,let me get a big shock..
Haha..really long time didnt see already..
Suddenly meet you really dun know say what..
Moreover,you two looking at Qian weirdly..
I oso dun want talk too much
I really cnt sense them if they didnt call me~
Paiseh..
You become skinny more than b4,friend~
Xintong when see you become more skinny..
Look double small size..
Take care friends~
Qian,i will always miss you..
Next time we come out with Xia oso ya~

This few day in home busy for my outing with friend..
Yamchaing~
Haha~

Reached kampar at sunday evening..
So tired men~
Start my studying for audit~
Dun know how to face the test and the final which set at coming month...
Finally today finished the audit test but..
There is very clear i didnt well..
Haiz..
The next will be FM ah~
Damn lol~
Never do any homework for this subject b4..
Everything is copying from friends d~
Ohmygod~
Who come to help me ah~


Just now Belle tell me that she is so suffer with her relationship~
Because she was argue with her lover..
Belle, all i want to say is patient..
If you really love some,think of positive,know??
Hope you treat him seriously this time..
Tell me if every thing want to share..
I'm glad to share with you~

-Wet BBQ ended

班里举行的烧烤会已告一段落了。。
昨天晚到傻，玩水晚到湿到完。。
几乎说有人都湿了，除了wailing..
原本我没弄是的，最衰市智聪。。
从后来偷袭我，一潭水就把我半身弄湿。。
Babi cong..
Puisan 最可怜了。。
我们会玩起水来是因为她带头玩先的。。
先先是玩冰的，然后变到去玩水了。。
这次我们班举行的烧烤会很开心叻。。
虽然薯条没吃完，热狗也没吃完。。
但也玩饱了啦。。
Puisan 做的东西也蛮好吃的。。
谢谢她，谢谢我班的superman(heamei)..
谢谢我的同学们，下次有时间的话我会再想一些活动提一下再举行。。
玩乐过后就要加油读书了。。
我们要一起拼咯。。

还有，今天的脾气好差。。
已经很努力的控制了。。
但未免有时会失控。。
我想跟我几位朋友兼队友说声‘对不起’。。
我知道我自己不会控制自己的脾气，经常说出伤人的话。。
语气又差，我感觉得到今天我真的心情很不好。。
希望你们不要介意。。
其实有时候顶撞后我也有自己反省下自己的。。
是否语气过分了。。
是否说错了话。。
是否hurt到人了。。
有朋友说过我了，我说话的时候语气很不爽。。
但其实我没什么的。。

说太多了。。
明天回家咯。。
一个月都没回家了。。
明天也约了阿倩出来见面咯。。
自从新年在parede遇到后也好久没见她了。。

One more,i want tell the person who like to show off..

No need let whole world know you are sweet/conflit with you new bf d..

Please get away from me if you wanna show off your new relationship..

You are hopeless..

-BBQ+sleep

Erm..
Firstly,i have becoming lazy to updated my blog recently..
Everyday sleep late then have wake up early for school..
Quite tired for htis week life..
Weiwei say i have pair of bengkak eyes..
But i see it's ok..
Having FAP test this wed,then i didnt go weel for it..
Coz i have no heart do my study..
Moreover,Belle always disturd me once i have test..
Damn Belle..
I know you're purposely d..

Next coming week will be the most ''freest''..
So,we dicide to organise a BBQ..
Very long time organise outing for class already..
Very anxious for it ohxxzz..

Start be rush for my assignment..
Very fan for it..
Have to think, analys the question..
I'm not the leader but oso very worry about how they going plan to complete it..
Really..damn..
Coz i know have to let them try to burden for their responsibilities..
Dun always depend on other to give the answer and complete..

-Cacat (Fun)

Nothing going special in this week..
Just had the law test already..
Damn easy d actually,but i take last minute work..
Test at thurday then i study at wednesday night..
Until almost next day morning..
Feeling pengsan at school..
Moreover,my tooth pain till me cnt eat..
Sien leh..
Didnt eat for whole day wait untill go back home then cook porridge eat..
Then postmy shotout in my mns as"yeleng become cacat''..
Haha.
I thnk it is funny..
Kahooi them ask me why put it..
I oso dun know..
Haha..
Belle say me as orang cacat..
Doinkzz..

Life start to rush start from next week..
Just think then will feel sien leh..
Wei wei say she dun know whether want join the singing competition or not..
Haha,listen her voice, i think is ok d..
But just depends on her dare or not only..
Anyway,we will respect your desicion..
Next week is form summited expired date already..
Fast lol~~

-Do nothing

Weekend again..

One more week past..

One month more then is 2009..

2009 is around the corner..

So fast one more year pass..

Haizz..

Time ah..time..

Still dun know what i waiting for..

Still dun want study harder..

And just lazying here for what leh..

The econg test which set at this friday is still ok for me only..

The objective question is quite challenge for me..

But i still able to answer all..

Luckily..

One thing i dun like is yenwen asking me for the answer in the objective question..

That time i still havnt finished it then she ask me..

I feel stress when i havnt finished my question,and she try to ask me again,

i pretend cnt hear from her..

I just can help her for one time..

It wnt be second time..

Everyone have to deserve themself..

Dun know ma dun know lol..

Why want like that???

My answer not for sure correct d..

Haiz..my godness..

Next week going to face law test leh..

Planning start ''highlight'' my note,

but i didnt do it..

Watching drama for whole day..

Sleeping..

How a relaxing day for me..

Havent take a long break recently..

This week cook dinner in hostel,didnt go out eat..

Quite tired d..

No time rest..

After come back from school then start prepare dinner already..

Spent 2 hour t finished it..

Coz have to cook for whole hostel ppl..

Just me one know how to cook..

Haiz..

But cook by myself can save money then ok lol..

Haha..

~Tired again~

-太准了

Today received an e-mail from kanglee..
Talking about the 星座分析..
Very good..
That's mine..

水瓶座终极完美分析
> > 几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
> > 那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
> > 一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。
> > 没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。
> > 水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。
> > 用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
> > 但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。
> > 更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。
> > 在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。
> > 显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。
> > 一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
> > 在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。
> > 这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。
> > 水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。
> > 水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。
> > 算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。
> > 但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。
> > 这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。
> > 这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。
> > 天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。
> > 自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。
> > 水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。
> > 感情投入的越多越是伤的重。
> > 最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。
> > 爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。
> > 所以，不轻易说。
> > 只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
> > 只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
> > 之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。
> > 人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说'哪有？冤啊！'。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己'我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！'
> > 有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。
> > 因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
> > 当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
> > 只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。
> > 星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
> > 水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生

31-10-2008

31-10-2008,Friday..
School day..
This day take lots of pic..
Dun have time upload it coz busing for my stuff..
Now have time..
Hahahaha..xp..

me at the last,cnt see my face~~

~Jing and me~
~Below one is look cutie~

The tart wendy hold is nicexx..

~Soh Cong~

Seem a ''低 B''

~haha~

-Unknow post

Actually my mood now is very complicated..
Got happy thing to share,and oso got some kind of sad feeling..
真的很难形容我现在的心情..
有的开心的，也有感慨的..

那天我们陪weiwei去买厕所棍，闹出笑话一大堆..
我们可爱的weiwei，你真的blur得够力..
如果那东西真的吸住了拔不起来就惨咯..

Erm..
那天晚上跟欣谈天(msn)..
我们真的能抛开过去吗??
我觉得我能，你呢????
至于你的Tee,我会尽量帮你买的啦..
美不美我不懂的~~
Erm,about our dinner then..
I think i will delay it till infinity date..
Coz,if not urgent or what..
I think i wnt date you anymore..
Except,is you got heart to date me lah..
Depend on you..
Dun always say ''you set me a time''..
How i know when you free..

I scare later i date you then you just tell me you're busy or what..

I know your stuff..
And,i always free..

讲讲今天吧..
原本回pusing的，不过我好懒..
回到宿舍就睡到七点多..
明天才回..(lazy me):

刚才跟君谈到以前的事..

其实我不是很想说的..

不过我觉得让她知道也不是什么坏事..

当时真的她太静了，我真的不懂要说什么..

以前过得无忧无虑的日子..

我还记得，我永远都不会忘记..

相信你也一样..

因为你是我好朋友,一辈子的..

我们都要加油，想你了~:P..