-Miss Kaki Ayam 赤脚

Miss kaki ayam~
I think this name just understand by my friends at kampar~
Haha~
Secret inside,name created by Cheecong and Honpor..
Many friends at kampar call me as ''赤脚''
Not because i'm not wear shoes!!


Kaki ayam=tak pakai kasut(didnt wear shoes)..
Today really is miss kaki ayam already..
Coz i go out shopping with a high heel shoe..
What the T.T .....
The problem is not the heel is high or shot..
The fu*king shoe was make my foot damn pain..
Walao eh~Better kill me..
After movie-ing, Underworld3, i never fell uncomfortable..
But,on the the way go Suntec City,from CityHall MRT Station to MarinaSquare to SuntecCity..
Long distance leh~Fai and Vone walk fast fast..
Ma de..they wear sport shoe and flat shoe..
I'm silently follow them behind..
They try talk to me,but i inform them better dun ask me to talk..
I getting mad with the painful of my foot!!!!
I required go back home early..
Beh tahan , man~
I take off my shoe nearby my blok..
Walk untill i reached my home~~~
Many uncle aunty keep look at me..
I didnt felt awkard..
This's not the first time i doing this kind of stupid thing..
Haha, =]

Love me for me

Happy me

-发胖记

这是exam 过后第一个blog..
我真的真的没什么心情打下任何一字..
生日跟情人节也没写，没什么特别心情，我依旧一个人..
自2008, 这是第二个孤单生日，第二个孤单情人节..
我要感谢我的家人，他们给我的爱和鼓励绝对胜于一个情人..
真的，人长大了觉得以前的想法是愚蠢的..
现在和以前是呈对比，以后和现在又是一个对比..
真讽刺..

今天erm..已经16号了..
距离开学还有两个星期..
我也来新加坡6天了..
将妹们offday一起出去看看戏，逛逛街出外，我也没去到什么地方叻..
给之前的我早就出去血拼了!!
还在这里慵懒地blogging..
我衣服还没洗叻，凉也还没冲，早餐也随便吃..
反正我不想出门，我想变白，我晒黑了好多哦..
我只的是手部，脸部没有..哈哈..
我宁愿be白白胖胖，也不想be黑黑胖胖..
谁都不想啦！！
*p/s:我的皮肤是白的，我不是''黑人''！

肥了！！
这次惨了，肥了好多，爸妈也酱说。。
我惨了我惨了~
原本都不是瘦的啦，现在又变更胖了。。
我的妈呀~
谁来救我？？？？
原本比较尖的脸出现了双下巴，shit!!!!!!
Really F**K
我没想过，也没要求过瘦下来，我只希望不会一直一直一直............肥下去!!!!!!
愿上帝保佑我，阿门~

我的生日愿望是:
1.顺利毕业，找到合意的工作.
2.身边的人（家人,朋友,同学,或许是很久没联络的朋友）都可以健健康康，快快乐乐.
3.我可以永远快乐.

在我回hometown前一天,我的室友(应该是室友吧，屋友好奇怪)帮我庆生了~
谢谢你们，还有两个月我们就各自的''跑路''了..
都希望你们可以走出属于自己的人生..
Wish you all have a great life in future time..

另外，我要感谢在我生日那天给于我祝福的朋友们..
谢谢你们还记得我，我永远爱你们~

友谊万岁^.^

幸福不是必然的

它可以是一件很小的事

微小到别人认为是理所当然的

但，对于我来说是无限大的

巨大到足以填满我心坑

-Saiyonara my 19

说时快，过时更快。。
农历新年就酱过去了。。
本小姐的大日子又来了。。
211，一个属于二十年前的故事。。
我就是那故事的后遗症。。
一个生活了20年，不聪明不笨，不美不丑。。
什么事都只拿一般分数的我。。
感情没满分( not able to handle it well)，学业卡着一半，事业自然就还没成功啦。。
Standing on the crossroad..不上不下。。
Shit!!The time to facing社会。。
一个我一直都不想面对的问题。。
不知要干嘛，where my future????
天啊，my godness~~

新年期间，妈问我有什么目标..
我竟然答不出，我读完书要做什么？？？
我连自己想干嘛也不清楚。。
我只知道依玲很懒。。
她想付出少少，然后收获多多。。
虽然她知道世界没‘种豆得瓜’的事。。


今天的FM(financial management) paper really kannasai!!!!
Theory more than calculation,shit men~
When see the question 5 really get mad from it..
How can it the whole question is on theory..
Even one mark for calc. oso dun have..
One thing cross my mind is,many ppl die for it..
Is it TARC college facing financial promble..
The RM50 important for them,is it??
Walao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haizzxx..
The next will be the last paper is law..
My dear law..i call law as my bf..
Temporary bf,hope it can 放我一马..
Let me pass it..
Then my honeymoon will appear again in next sem..
Hope so..

种瓜得瓜，种豆得豆

-Gambateh-

*Happy birthday for myself next week (11st feb)

- Insomnia!!

超过24小时 没睡了。。
感觉超不tim的。。
书还没读好，觉也没睡好，头觉得wengweng 滴~

压力啊压力。。
你发胖了hor??
怎么你在我肩上日渐承重??
让我喘不过气来。。
还有几天，忍耐~~
下星期，我看我不懂变成什么样了。。
现在看起来已很不tim了。。
真得很累。。
心累，神累，身累。。
妈呀~

没时间去睡眠 和 没睡眠的时间

问你喜欢那样？？？

No time for sleeping & Cnt sleeping d time

Which one you more prefer???

-没有好心情

考试就到了..
就在下星期，心跳好快，每次块考试就是这样..
没办法，紧张又不好好用功，临时抱佛脚就是酱的心情..
现在怕了吧？？


明天就回家了，有一大堆东西等着我叻~
现在仿佛听到它们在叫我了~
yeelengyeelengyeelengyeeleng~
妈呀~谁来救我？？？
希望酱的日子眨眼间过去..虽然我渐渐变老xp ..
二十岁的我..
二十岁的yeeleng~
再也不是十多岁了~
再多一个月，真得像他们说的二十没得找了..
妈的~平时说的人多..
自己也变老了耶~
白发也好像变多了~
以前白发也不是少过人的啦..
现在好像有点，有点而已，比以前多了..
不知是否心理作用。。
管它了..以后再染~


很想大喊！！！！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！

压力~
你好讨厌~~

如果能大哭，我不用伪装..

如果说实话，你会怎么样??

If i can cry, i no need pretended..

If i tell the true,how are your response??

-hooi bday 2009

~My hooihooi~

-Edited by Jing-

I love this pic so much ..look funny and nicexzz...

Weiwei and me

Yesterday is hooi's birthday..
Yeah~crap~

She was already 20 years old..

Very old..

Haha,next month will be my turn..

Our celebration is quite simple and traditional d..

Dinner,cake,wine~nicexzz..

Haha..

Love the tone there..

Just simply dropping some words..

No mood blogging so musch..

Worried for my final exam..

I should pass all..

Must!!

If you dun realise me,

just let it as stranger..

-Pretending-

-my 2008

21st,Sweeping's b-day

Latest event: Xmas

This pic look funy

Cheerszz

Erm..hooi cupik me~

BBQ-ing
So Happy,men~

Haha,waihong oso join us~ Black and red~

He look so man in this pic~hahahaha Like this pic so much..So warm..

DAC 4-SuShi King

All of us~outside sushi king~

While paying money~

Our table

Good~

ACCA Conference

Six lenglui

My cutie classmate~

Jungle tracking with my group~ Always group 13~

We are the best~

Still got lot pic didnt been uploaded..

But the memories will keep my mind..

-Fresh2009

A new year reached..
Everything emerge in my mind..
Manymanymany..
Sudden dun know have to write what..
Just now doing revision sudden want to blogging..
But once i sit in front the pc, what inside my brain gone..

This few days, many friends keep talking new year is coming..
One year gone..
I feel not really in mood since i think about that..
Confusing with my future,My way..
Where should i go..and where i will go in my future..
Worried actually..

Can realised that i grow lot in 2008..
Learn lot from 2007/08..
I'm not the yeeLeng b4 anymore..
Puerility,simplicty,unwisdom,easy to be cheated..etc..

I'm trying not too frankly/speak straight..
Even still got some body say i will fail to be..
But i will try my best to controlit..
I think i already can do it..
As long as i'm can control my temper..
Not easy show ''face colour'' to other..
Conclusion is..
Changed self-personalityis not easily..

The most important part i want to mention is about ''friendshit''
I learn lot from you!!
We wnt be friends anymore..
Imposible for my entire life, i swear!!!
For me,our friendship is valueable..(thats is b4)
For you,me just a nothing for you..
I can feel it..
Thats why you fail to be my best frends even we grow up together..
I got my own best friends..
They are understand me,love me, care me,they let me know my weakness,never get angry with my fault..
And how about you??!!!
You just hate me,jealous me inside your heart,hide everything from me..
I hope you wnt regret since you dun have best friends(except your bf 's frends)..

2008,i move out from my hostel..
My new housemate oso my classmate and coursemate,they are quite nice..
Gladly to be their housemate..
We from not really familiar to a group family..
The family feel you all bring to me will always make me smile..
Stay in hostel which fulfilling with hapiness, laugh, sometime crazying..
Haha..i love hooi,sjing,wei,wendy..
Altought sometime have some conflit,but i never put in my mind..
I didnt care about that..
If i ever did any thing wrong i apoogize here..
Coz after this few month we have to apart with each other..
Some go for advance,some Utarc,just me go to sg..
Dun know when can meet again..

Apreciate everything,everyone around us~

Is the way keep us never regret~

学会珍惜，而不是努力去寻找。。

After April,the time fro graduated..
Life just begin at that time..
I really cnt imagine how my life will be in 2009..
Starting scare..
Not dare to faced it..
2009,i'm alreay 20 years old..
Wah, no more pop pop chui leh..
Old lol..chamn..Xp..
Hahahahaha..Keeping childish..

People growing up..
Friends is becoming lesser..
I hope wnt lol..
I hope i can maintain my relationship with my all dear friends..
Exspecially my hometown friends..

Best friends: Cheeching(my baby),Siewkwan(my shapo)
Childhood friends: Jason & Belle & Sue
Primary school geng: Yeethin, Zhaoli, Chunhoe, Puiwan, Yingci..etc..

All of you i would not like to lost contact..
So,should keep in touch in future time..


Many asking about my relationship..
I havnt get ready for my new relationship yet..
Busying for my study is one of the reason..
Maybe after graduated ba..
Dun keep asking me got bf or not..
I have being single for longtime already..
Oso,i enjoying single life..
Haha..
Single wan shui!!!

Alin(黄丽玲)got a song call失恋无罪(lovelorn is impeccance)

yeeLeng got one theory is call 单身万岁( bachelordom hooray)

-Stupid exam time table

What the~~
The exam time table for my 5th sem already come out today..
It is really stupidest time table i get..

17/1 - Principle Of Auditing

19/1 - Busness Economic

20/1 - Management Accouting

21/1 - Financtial Accounting Pratice

03/2 - Financial Management

05/2 - Corporate Law and Gorvernance

Really didnt like this type of exam time table..

Make me scare..

It's doesnt matter it continuing sit for few subject..

As long as it can finished the exam faster..

But it not..

Babi,I think i no need sleep for the exam week..

Luckily the law is the last paper..

Let me got time for study it..

But, my planning is fail once the exam is until so late..

Really very late for me..

Haiz..So stupid man~~

Somemore,my mum press me too much..

I really breathless..

Please give me a break..

Dun let me feel my family dun care of me..

I know you are not,but..

Dun know how to say..

No mood to mention it..

Family always make me weak at all..

Moody~

This week start to become free..

Coz no more assignment,no more test..

Finally i can sleep early..

Sleep tight..

Last few day really cnt sleep well..

Go to bed late(about 3/4),then cant fall into sleep..

Dun know untill when felt in sleep..

The most bad is have wake up early morning..

Dengzz..Really sien for this kind of life,this kind of feeling..

Hope faster leave here..

But not wish leave my friends here..

Really bu shi de leave them..

I love them so much..

Will awayls miss them in future time..

Date with cheeching at saturday that day..

Miss her so much man~~

Chitchat untill late oso dun know time..

She really the friends i really can talk much..

No need to pretend anything..

She understand me~Loveyou~muackzz~

Always pray for you~Stay happy~

@ 行同陌路的两个人，可以一直这样下去吗？

我希望能。。

-Private blog???

Is it really should private my blog??
Think of this question for long time already..
Dun know whether is whose worse..
I dun think i write down everthing inside my blog is wrong..
Moreover, i dun think that you will find out this blog..
Unluckily..Haiz..
If i really make you unhappy or what with my words,i'm just can say sorry..
You cnt control or want me stop writing about something..
Coz this is my personal blog..
Many ppl i mention at here,never ever have someone like you..
Here just like my rubbish bin..
Once i got any hard feeling,i mention here,abreaction here..
Do or speak something hurt my friends,i apologize here..

I get hurt when you dun ever think by my side since you just know say we are childhood friends..

You dun understand me,i wnt angry with you..

I have nothing to say..

I oso dun want saying what..

You just think for yourself..

I didnt blame you,oso dun have any hard feeling..

Just getting hurt,feeling hurt..

Never ever got ppl talk to me like that..you are the 1st..

I wnt influence by you..

As weiwei say so,i no need bother what others talk about my blog..

Me is me..

Always YEELENG..

~Director forever~

Thankzz for weiwei console me when i depress..

So,conclusion is.......

I make here public again..

If you reading my blog,i welcome..

If you dun like what i write,i say sorry..

Thank you..